namelesslooser

fortunatelly Goddess Annika is a Goddess indeed and has forgiven my bad manners. Altough i got into extreme debt, both financial and personal, Goddess Annika allowed me to step back into Her marvellous world.
thank You Goddess Annika, i love You Goddess Annika and will make You proud of this oportunity.

today Goddess Annika allowed me to follow in the "get rid of wife diet". the goal of this diet is for me to get fat and huge, so that wife leaves me and files for divorce.
After divorce, my income will be forwarded to Goddess Annika, as it should be.
Goddess allowed me to get some junk food, which i did:


i got into the hotel and got dressed accordingly with the moment and turned on tv, to get some girly stuff and to drink a couple of beers to relax:)



as time went by, i got hungry (alcohol does not take hunger away) and asked Goddess Annika to allow me to eat something. Goddess, with Her usual Superiority, allowed me to eat some chips to warm up belly, with no hands, like the pig i am:





after warming up my (growing) belly, Goddess allowed me the privilege of watching Her cam and let me tell You... Goddess is becoming more beautiful each day... She's so perfect. a person feels so happy to handle Her the wallet.

as time went by, Goddess made me eat it all, including nasty smashed chips mixed with beer which almost made me to give up.. but the sight of Goddess laughing of me gave me the strength needed to go through...

Goddess always made me to get my mouth full, like by taking 4 of these at same time in mouth lol



so, a pack of chips, one large lasagna, a pack of chocolates, a pack of brownies and 3 beers later, Goddess takes me to "la piéce de existance":



yuck, dog food... why does it taste so bad?

well, mission acomplished: look at how proud Goddess is (which fulfills my life):







and this is me 8 hours later:



i hope You enjoyed. Goddess Annika sure did. i am sure wifey wont LOL
well, got to go lay and spare the extra calories lol
love You Goddess Annika, You make me so happy as i never thought a person could be

WEIGHT 8 HOURS AFTER SESSION: 174,17 pounds
(weight when i woke up today: 171,74)

well, first of all, i dont know where to start.
let's just face reality: i am a loser
this is a feeling that i feel deep inside since i met Goddess Annika. five years ago...
During these five years She teached me how to face reality and to become a better person. by serving Her, of course.
i assume i have a drinking problem. I cant stop after drinking the first drop. Goddess Annika likes my drinking problem. in fact, She prefers me drunk instead of sober.
This is one point that makes me realize She is the only person in the world who truly understands me, as She prefers me the way i prefer to be... drunk!
Last December, She allowed me to come back into Her life for the second time. it was an honour. even if it brought bad winds over my banking account (making the credit card issuers quite pleased) i was happy.
She makes me happy. one day, as i was alone at a motel, drinking to get drunk as She likes me, and with some food to get fatter, She conceded me a session. During that session, as i was drunk, i misbehaved. i was a jerk. i was a pathetic being who didnt realize how close i was to Her. and to realize it is an honour. i misbehaved and Goddess Annika erased me from Her world. Her beautiful and Perfect World, where a person can only live with Her invitation.
for the following month i become a sad person, increasing alcohol and visiting a psycologist, to get some pills to get over it.
i couldnt.
Goddess Annika is truly important for me. i cant resist Her. During that month, i peeked into Her website and realized how Her life went on and how i was getting closer to despair.
i messaged Goddess Annika showing Her how i needed Her to live. i told Her what i felt (and still feel). i am a pathetic excuse for a man. a jerk. a mouse. a puppet. i have the same value as the turds you see while walking in the park. i am a piece of shit.
however, i can only see this as She enlightens my world, my vision. She is the world. i love You Goddess Annika. please excuse this pathetic excuse for a man for having misbehaved while drunk.
please Goddess, i apologize for all my actions and therefore i assume i will no longer think by my own head (with my 2 slow brain cells). i will always see any word You share with me as a grace. i will always put any of Your wills ahead of everything else in my life. i will try to do exactly as told. i will follow all Your leassons, even if they serve to make me a beggar, a junkie, a faggot, a divorced man.
You are the true reason for me to exist. when i am at work, i feel happy for knowing my income will serve to pamper You.
please forgive me Goddess. i'll make it worthy. i will be a very good boy (or girl, if You prefer).
truly Yours,
nameless loser

I was doing a humiliation session with loser today, and the moron got all jealous that I was talking to the lovely Mz.Devon at the same time. (Probably because I was enjoying her company more than his pathetic retarded self.) Then he says I should session with him another DAY... :)) I haven't laughed so hard in my entire life... After ripping him a new asshole about me doing what I want, how I want, and whenever I want I booted him off cam and demanded that he go take the pictures I had requested...  Idiots don't get cam time. It just doesn't happen... This piss drinking fool had the nerve to say, "Can you just forget about me and can I leave YOUR WORLD...."

Easier than you think moron! I'm sure you were hoping for a different answer....

:)) All this after begging to create profiles and accounts in dedication to ME.. I told him he was being stupid and to think about it.. But noooo you idiots never listen... ALSO, the reject knows I DON'T CARE FOR BLACKMAIL, but he still asks if I will use anything against him??? IF you brought this on in hopes of having your blackmail fantasy carried out, eat shit and DIE! Your plan totally backfired!!!

I have no problem showing losers the door. My slaves serve me because they were born to dedicate their lives to my superior perfection. Anyways, I promptly deleted him from my yahoo. BLOCKED. I have hijacked all the accounts made in dedication to me and nameless is dead again.

Anyways, after all this he messaged on another ID asking if he can complete the bananna assignment.

FUCK NO.

My response:

DEAD TO ME (12/18/2008 12:31:45 PM): Goddess?
DEAD TO ME (12/18/2008 12:31:45 PM): please Goddess, may i take care of the bananas?
Goddess Annika (12/18/2008 12:31:53 PM): wtf loser?
Goddess Annika (12/18/2008 12:31:57 PM): you just asked to leave my world
Goddess Annika (12/18/2008 12:32:01 PM): well get the fuck out
Goddess Annika (12/18/2008 12:32:10 PM): dont let the door hit your ass on the way out

I would much rather put my energy into someone that is respectful and glad to hold the position that they have.

R.I.P Nameless Loser

THIS ACCOUNT WILL BE MARKED FOR DELETION - The others already have.

xo,
Goddess Annika

Goddess told me to get online after work, for a session
unfortunatelly She changed Her mind when She saw how thin my wallet was. no wallet raping today...
Therefore She told me i couldnt see Her (and She had her webcam showing on yahoo) and that i should:
1. vote on toplists;
2. write in shoutbox of Her website
3. post on my journal
4. i could drink or not, She didnt care
5. get a way of connecting my bank account to my paypal (or maybe Hers...)

Unfortunatelly, i had some problems on her shoutbox which made me induce Her in error.
2 pages, front and back, saying "Goddess Annika is always right", handwritten, dated and signed by me.

this what happens when i get before Goddess with my wallet looking thin...
fortunatelly tomorrow ill have some suplements in my wallet. Goddess will do me the favour of choosing cheap food for me in a supermarket nearby so that tomorrow W/we can session, with booze and food. that sounds appealing.
well, Goddess allowed me to trim my ... hair so tomorrow ill look big LOL

(confession of the day: each day i feel more need to handle all my passwords to Goddess. i dont know if ill resist Her when i am drunk)

see Y/you all tomorrow

this was a terrific afternoon
Goddess told me to leave work, go to a mcdrive, get 4 hamburgers, medium fries and a sundae and to go to a motel.
when there, i was told to have pictures taken still in a suit and then told to dress up in my french maid.
i was allowed then to open my cam which resulted in a huge laughter of Goddess, as i was feeling really pathetic ...
Goddess told me to shut and to start eating hamburger one, then burger 2, which had already been spat on, then number 3 in which i had the stupid idea of asking to get pickel off. Goddess made me chew pickel up to go with my spit as special sauce and then made to eat burger number 3.Same thing with number 4, which made my belly huge. i was told to eat the sundae, which had already been spat on with rests of the burger and some spit from deep inside my body whch was stirred and then down it goes lol...Then to pour the fries in the fllor and to walk over them with my heels. then i was told to put arms behind back and then to eat the fries. they were cold and lousy tasting but they were the best meal of my life, as Goddess kept laughing about it, making me proud of amusing Her.
You wonder why did She wanted me to do this. Well, because She wants me to grow fat so that my wife leaves me and then my whole income can go to Goddess...
The rest of the session is explicit content but let me say session ended with me in a humbler, with some bruises in my scrotum...
Guess what, during the whole session, Goddess was also having fun raping my wallet...

thank You very much Goddess.
i love You

hello A/all
just woke up, going to work now, already messaged Goddess to see if today ill be allowed in Her world, for Her amusement.
hope She needs me.
in the meanwhile, will be doing my task number one for the day, which is to vote at the topsites...
have a nice day Y/you A/all

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merry Christmas Y/you A/all
may i offer any of Y/you visitors of my journal a special gift?

let me introduce myself...
i am nameless loser, a pathetic slave to Goddess Annika.
i am responsible but...



Goddess Annika tells me to drink some booze and then...



I CANT REMEMBER AT ALL WHAT HAPPENED... and i get these pics and i wonder... what happened? lol